Books
About the Book
This is my first book that I launched in October 2025. It is a book about my life and my journey from suffering to surrender. This book will open your eyes to your own suffering and help you understand that we are here in this body to learn. Each problem we encounter is actually a chance to grow spiritually and to see the world through your authentic self for the first time. It is my desire to share this story of my own suffering with others so that they can be prepared for the journey of awakening and ascension in to 5D. From my heart to yours, Audrey
The "Activist"
In an evolving society, truth is essential because it forms the foundation of conviction, progress, and effective conflict resolution. When a society fails to commit to seeking the truth, its institutions, human relationships, and collective emotional and mental stability collapse into separateness, unconsciousness, and mindlessness.Understanding the difference between truth and perceived truth is vital to a healthy society because it enables collaboration, trust, empathy, compassion, and collective harmony. Perception of truth is personal and often limited, as each individual has their own understanding shaped by personal experience.
Truth, on the other hand, is continuous, factually objective, and consistent; it exists independently of personal perception. Mindfulness offers a clearer path for those seeking truth by opening the way to self-awareness and revealing the illusion created by personal perception. This book is written to open our minds, foster greater empathy for one another, and help us recognize our own mental distortions when we stand in judgment of others simply because they think differently from us. Society begins to decline the moment we choose mindlessness over compassion and unconsciousness over truth. Every human being who has chosen to enter this earthly plane in a physical body possesses the inherent ability to be mindful and to love others regardless of political beliefs, skin color, cultural background, or sexual identity. This is how we heal the division that plagues our world, one mindful, empathetic, high-vibrational thought at a time.
Pivots , divots , and disappearing
On the spiritual awakening journey of ascension, there is one very significant stop along the path that is the most transformative and illuminating experience you will inevitably encounter. Disappearing, becoming unseen, and becoming irrelevant is a deeply life-changing, though incredibly challenging, realignment of the self. To reside in this stage requires deep introspection and perseverance as you move through ego constructs, letting go of any need for validation, admiration, or control.
It is a process in which the ego begins to dissolve so the authentic, true self can be born. This stage is a crucial pause for the individual who is disappearing, allowing the false self to break down so the divine, innate essence of who you are meant to be can emerge. When you withdraw your energy from the world, the overwhelming isolation becomes your greatest inspiration.
To exist in nothingness, emptiness, and solitude is the most profound precursor to moving from the old self of doing to the new self of being. You become open to what is, questioning everything, and ultimately guided by faith and trust in a higher power. This is a temporary stop, but one you must remain in for as long as it takes to awaken to the illusion of time, the external world, and the delusion of being a separate being disconnected from the universe.
This is the place where all that you believed yourself to be is undone. This is the sacred pause of disappearing, so you can return whole, in Oneness with your soul.
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If You Think You Can’t, Think Again
Somewhere around the age of thirty I tried to learn to play the drums. I bought a drum kit for my two year old son and then I took one lesson myself but I was so terrified of taking the lesson because in my mind I am not a drummer and I will never be one. The script in my head was telling me I had no rhythm, no musical ability and no way to use my feet and my arms simultaneously and so it turned out to be true. I tried over and over but the fear kept me from accessing the truth within me. The false self is the one who was telling me I could not do something and I listened.
One day around the age of fifty-seven (so many wasted years I could have really grown as a musician) I decided to try guitar lessons so I went out and bought a used guitar and found an amazing guitar teacher. I am left-handed but for some reason I bought a righthanded guitar. The teacher said it was best to try to learn right-handed because there are fewer left-handed guitars and guitar players around. That first lesson I learned two songs. As I was walking out I asked the teacher if he thought I could learn to play the drums some day and he said of course you can! You have musical ability and you can also learn the bass guitar. At the age of sixty I bought a drum set and a bass guitar. This teacher taught me how to simultaneously get both my hands and feet working together and from that day on I was destined to become a drummer. Covid hit and I was not able to take lessons as I am someone who cannot learn virtually like others can. So every day I would turn on a song on my phone and try to play the drums to the song. I am sixty-nine as of Dec. 2025 and I have been in a band for over a year now. I am not a great drummer but I can play with really great musicians and give them the sound they need. If you think you can’t do something, think again, listen to the script in your head and know that everything we think about ourselves could just be a lie that was told to us. If you didn’t have someone in your life who told you “Yes you can” then that might be the determinant for your future endeavors unless you tell yourself, “Yes you can”.
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